Bila start x boleh masuk otak satu pon apa yang orang cakap even just a few seconds ago (im so sorry to ppl around me) pakai baju terbalik , letak air dalam kotak baju tapi cari dalam fridge, park kereta tempat lain then cari tempat lain sampai menangis , naik turun tiga empat kali kat hospital tapi lupa apa sebenarnya nak buat kat sana and at the same time actually nak hantar barang yang dah tersedia pegang kat tangan , lupa jalan balik rumah , letak kunci kereta merata lepas 2 cari x jumpa sampai nak gila , berdiri depan almari baju almost one hour just bcos u dont know what to do then orang tego "oii asal dah mandi x pakai baju lagi" and u just " ooo ya! i want to pakai baju thats y im here" and all of this is just not makes sense beb.. and u just think that " something is not going right , so make a left"...
D: dear , if one day i wake up and i ask u "who are u" will u willing to accept that and tell me all over again ?
A: for sure my dear.. Be strong bcos i know u r more stronger than anyone can expect
D: *smile* (ive got nothing to said but thanks alot.. i might be change as day passed , but i will never ever forget who u r dearest)
p.s: Dear A, i dont even know what is going on but it is just beyond my control. Im sorry bcos i cant even remember what ive said few seconds ago to u , i forgot most of simple2 things but not the big things , dont worry :) .. i might clumsy all the time , annoyed u with my behaviour , u might be getting bored with all of this (but i hope u not) , but i promise i will take good care of myself and let this solved..ily.. XOXO D
rambut si yana gedik dah panjang balik.. and im getting gemsss kat si A..
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